That is exactly how it is going down.
I came to Dicentra with the desire to realize who I am. Let me just say, be careful what you wish for.
The universe will always, and without fail, give us everything we ask for. Period. The universe does not understand NO. It only responds with, "Yes". Like a genie (your wish is my command). That being said, the universe is giving me exactly what I asked for. Introspection, and self realization. And so far, it's sucked!
It's hard to articulate in words, but I'll give it a whirl. Dicentra has provided me a way to cast out all distraction, and all external influences, and allows me to focus completely on myself. And with all those walls stripped down, myself is scary as hell.
A lot of deep seeded (thought vanished) emotions have surfaced during my time here at Dicentra. I've realized I've a lot of self love to learn, and I have a lot of uncertainties and insecurities about the future. I'm on a path to figure out exactly who I am, and what my purpose is. And the lack of a concrete picture of my future scares me shitless.
But, I don't think my self discovery is over. I have a feeling spirit, and Dicentra, have a lot more things to teach me about myself.
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